San Marcos – The
Final College Years (Grad School)
Impressions
From 2012 to 2014, I worked on getting my Master’s degree in
Music Theory/Composition at Texas State University. During that time I lived in
the town in which the University is located: San Marcos. There are many great
things I could say about, San Marcos, most of them food or boardgame related,
including: an amazing Salt Grass Steak House—with an outdoor porch that is
built overlooking the San Marcos River (breathtaking at sunset), the
bazaar/unique/fun/confusing store: Hastings – an unusual mixture of video
store, book store, game store, and sports. Essentially, if you wanted something
fun to do, you went to Hastings. It was there that I became interested in boardgaming
(that and watching Tabletop on Youtube – Go Will Wheaton!) and began
competitively playing the card game, Magic the Gathering. Side note, other
great food places are: Cottenseed Deli, The Root Cellar, and, of course,
Jason’s Deli.
It may be an
understatement that my wife and I loved Jason’s Deli and went there a little to
often. At 6pm, after I was at school all day and my wife got off work from the
bank (she was and still is a bank teller), we just didn’t want to cook. One of
the employees whenever you would ask him “how he was doing” would sarcastically
respond: “I am living the dream, man.” This statement never lost its humor for
me, but also caused me to feel sympathetic for this worker who was self-aware
of the mostly dead-end nature of his employment. At the time, the median income
in San Marcos was under $30,000 a year, an impoverished area comprised mostly
of college students who come, stay for a few years, and then leave – a viscous
cycle where no one gets ahead.
But that’s not why I told this story, the statement: “I’m
living the dream, man” a little sarcastically, but even more literally,
perfectly captures my current artistic lifestyle.
Currently, nope need to go back further, ok… Back in 2007,
when I had just finished high school, I began teaching piano lessons. At that
point, I had played the instrument for only 5 years, but teaching beginners
didn’t seem too hard so I started working with two students on a weekly basis.
Two became four and so on. In the process, I discovered that I enjoyed
teaching, especially one-on-one instruction. I worked for a local charter school as a vendor of
piano lessons as part of my studio, and continued to perform as one of the
three primary pianists at my church in California. My teaching of piano lessons
continued throughout my college years (2007-2014).
My original career goal was to become a professor of music
theory/composition at a university, requiring another 3-4 years of work beyond
the seven that I have already completed to earn a doctorate, but that goal, for
now is on hold. After working hard for the last seven years, I needed a break,
but also wanted to take some time to see what I want to do with my life.
Becoming a full time professor at a university, with a growing number of applicants
and a shrinking number of tenured, full-time positions available, means that it
is very difficult to accomplish. I am not one to shy away from hard goals, but
after conducting a cost-benefit analysis without assuming that getting a
full-time position at a university is a matter of course (the assumption made
by many of my professors when trying push me into going straight on to doctorate
work).
There are three things to consider when starting a new
project:
Time commitment
Money
Stress
Here is what I came to about getting a doctorate:
Time: 3-4 more years!
Money: Unknown Amount (potentially 40k-100k
debt)
Stress: High level
What does a doctorate earn me?
The ability to become a part-time adjunct professor for two
or more years, no benefits under $20,000 a year income, and then if I am lucky:
a $35,000-$40,000 a year job with benefits with wage increases if I produce a
number of research publications a year, not including committees, and then
travel for conferences. Over 40 years I could be making six figures, but do I
really want to spend my life that way?
The math didn’t work out, to many unknowns for my taste, but
the worst part of it for me was the nonchalance that my professor took with the
cost of the doctorate (I do not take debt lightly, and managed to avoid
incurring much debt these past seven years) – “just go where they give the most
money” I was told, but how much was unknown, unless I spent $100 per
application + time on them, plus travel fees to interview at each of the
universities, and I was told I should apply to at least 3-5, just to find out
if they will give me any scholarships/fellowships or a graduate teaching
position?
Bottom line: I was broke, couldn’t afford all that and
wasn’t about to charge blindly ahead.
Living the Dream:
Here I Am
A few years ago, soon after my wife and I became married, we
had discussed our life ahead and thought about having a “bohemian” lifestyle
where we lived as simply as possible, working for ourselves and cobbling
together an income to live and save. As an ENFP (see blog post on personality),
I was never to keen on the idea of a 9 to 5 office job (boring), I could
continue to teach piano lessons, performing, and pursuing my dreams of being
independently employed and a space where I can be creative. My wife initially
thought that she might want to only work part-time; she ended up continuing her
job as a bank teller, but I am getting ahead of myself.
We searched around the country to places where we thought we could make it and settled on the Triangle Area. We packed our small 500 sq. ft home, with our two cats in tow, began a three-day journey, traveling from Texas to North Carolina. The trip was long, but during that time I was able to see many new states that I never thought I would ever see. Growing up in California the word traveling meant going to San Francisco, up into the Sierra Nevada mountains or the coast, leaving the state did not happen, well ever, but I was always curious what was beyond the eastern range, so I found out…. Not much, dessert, barren but beautiful.
But I digress, now that we live here in North Carolina I
have started my own private piano studio, perform piano professionally, began this
blog, started YouTube channel dedicated to painting, and love living the dream, an
impulsive artistic life that I am excited to share with you all! Art is a way that I can express myself – an outlet
for an artist like me, and I hope to inspire others around me to become more
creative as well.
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